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Mon Oct 25, 2004, 1:54 PM
I like following the rise of entertainers careers while they struggle to make it. I like to know everything about them, and if enough information isn't available, then tabloids will be sufficient. I like rock and roll. I like girls with weird eyes. I like drugs. I like passion. I like things that are built well. I like innocence. I like and am grateful for the blue collar worker who's existence allows artists not have to work at manual jobs. I like killing gluttony. I like playing my cards wrong. I like various styles of music. I like making fun of musicians whom I feel plagiarize or offend music as art by exploiting and pushing their embarrassingly pathetic versions of their work onto the public. I like to write poetry. I like to ignore others poetry. I like vinyl. I like nature and animals. I like to swim. I like to be with my friends. I like to be by myself. I like to feel guilty for being a white, American female. I love to sleep. I like to fill my mouth with seeds and spit them out at random as I walk. I like to taunt small, barking dogs in parked cars. I like to make people feel happy and superior in their reaction towards my appearance. I like to feel prejudice against people who are prejudice. I like to make incisions into the belly of infants then the fuck incisions until the child dies. I like to dream that someday we will have a sense of generational solidarity amongst the youth of the world. I like to make insidious efforts to avoid conflict. I like to have strong opinions with nothing to back them up with beside my primary sincerity. I like sincerity. I lack sincerity. These are not opinions; these are not words of wisdom. This is a disclaimer, a disclaimer for my lack of education, for my loss of inspiration, for my unnerving quest for affection and my perfunctory shamefulness towards many who are of my relative age. It's not even a poem. It's just a big pile of shit like me.

I like to complain and do nothing to make things better. I like to blame my parents generation for coming so close to social change then giving up after a few successful efforts by the media and government to deface the movement by using the Manson's and other hippy representatives as propaganda examples on how they were the most unpatriotic, communist, conforming, yuppie hypocrites a generation has ever produced. I like to calmly and rationally discuss my views in a conformist manor even though I consider myself to the extreme left. I like to filtrate the mechanics of a system by posing as one of them, then slowly start the rot from the inside of the empire. I like to assassinate the lesser and greater of two evils.

I like to impeach God.
I like to abort Christ.
I like to fuck sleep.
I like the comfort in knowing that women are generally superior and naturally less violent than men. I like the comfort in knowing that women are the only future in rock and roll. I like the comfort in knowing that the Afro American invented rock and roll, yet has only been reward for their accomplishments when conforming to the white mans standards. I like the comfort in knowing that the Afro American has once again been the only race that has brought a new form of original music to this decade, (IE: hip hop/rap).

Censorship is very American.

The conspiracy towards success in American is immediacy. To expose in great repetition to the minds of small attention spans. Fast, speedy, now with even more nacho cheese flavour! Here today, gone tomorrow because yesterday's following was nothing more than a tool in every individuals need for self importance, entertainment and social rituals. Art that has long lasting value cannot be appreciate by majorities, only the same, small percent will value arts patience as they always have. This is good. The ones who are unaware do not deserve false suggestions in their purchasing duties. Scenarios revolve. Verbal communication is exhausted. Sitcoms are scenarios and so is our conversation.

Our party gathers out of boredom. Role playing for affection and acceptance and to disinfect nagging germs ending in silence and accomplishment-produced violations on those who weren't here to play. They were invented, maybe in a museum, far from now. I'm now in my sad stage before it was naive hate. I want to be the first to discover and discard before it's popularly. Tomorrow I won't care, stage is predicted, and I'm not looking forward to it. Maybe vegetables will diffuse the chemicals I produce inside of me., an easy excuse.

Ask not what you can do to your rock star.

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:iconbeloutte:
*beloutte Oct 24, 2004, 7:19:06 AM
hi you, welcome to deviantart !
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`larafairie Oct 18, 2004, 4:17:23 AM
larafairie@gmail.com

I have two msn accounts, the other one is full, I'm not on this one too often but when I am just remind me of who you are and I'll be happy to talk things thorugh with you.

Take care hun. :heart:

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Lara Jade.
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l a r a j a d e . c o . uk
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~epitaphic Oct 17, 2004, 8:25:51 AM
My signature makes me sad in the pants.

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I can kill with a smile. I can wound with my eyes. I can ruin your faith with my casual lies. I only reveal what I want you to see. I can lead you to love. I can take you or leave you. I will ask for the truth but never believe you.
:iconepitaphic:
~epitaphic Oct 17, 2004, 8:19:39 AM
<3

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I can kill with a smile. I can wound with my eyes. I can ruin your faith with my casual lies. I only reveal what I want you to see. I can lead you to love. I can take you or leave you. I will ask for the truth but never believe you.
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